I have been on this forum, I swear.
...I just haven't updated in a while.
There is also great news: I got a full-time job in medical lab sciences, which is what I went to school for.
This has been
such a relief, since I wasn't sure how I would pay for my expenses and loans. This also looks like a good fit: it's at a smaller hospital, and despite being out of of the lab for a year, the managers are willing to work with me to catch up on learning. As they said, "we'd rather have someone who is nice that we can train, than someone that knows everything that we don't like".
...The sad news is that, I will probably leave my part-time job as an ESL instructor--I have never been so reluctant to leave a job before. Even though I enjoy it, I have to consider the commute from that job to my full-time job, and my introvert need for personal time...It doesn't make sense to keep it. Since I will be working the evening shift at the hospital, I
could volunteer teach ESL classes at my church in the mornings in the spring: it would be less pressure, I would continue my ESL teaching experience, and I could gain experience teaching actual classes rather than one-on-one.
The plan is to pay off loans, and see where God leads me, still possibly Japan.
For language news, I have been focusing on Japanese. The General Forum has had good discussions on over learning, and I have to wonder if I do this too much, and if I burnt myself on over learning with French. I also see my perfectionist streak with the Let's Learn Kanji book: I don't don't move on until I can reproduce the kanji radicals *perfectly*. Perhaps I need to give myself permission to move on to new material with only 80% memorization, rather than being stuck with the same material forever.
This week I have been good about studying from Japanese for Everyone almost everyday. I am also drifting from the kanji radicals to learning actual kanji, but let me tell you...Learning the radicals makes it
so much easier. For example, 猫 means "cat", and it looks complicated enough. But the left-most radical means "animal", the top one means "grass", and the bottom one means "rice field". Remembering my dad's description of his cat "being a mighty tiger in the tall grass, outstanding in his field", I never have forgotten how to write this kanji.
I'm still dabbling in Scottish Gaelic...It's so interesting, still. I'm surprised my interest has held this long. I'm debating whether to focus on Gaelic or Japanese for the next 6WC: decisions, decisions...I contemplated taking the lower level JLPT this December. Conversely, I have to wonder if I lost interest in French because I had too many false starts: if I stay consistent from the beginning, would I keep going and not give up?
For French...I haven't decided its fate. That's all I can say.
Edit: I just saw that registration for the December JLPT is long closed...That answered that question.