It's been a difficult year.
I started 2024 extremely motivated to learn French and German, and this motivation survived some hardships. Particularly losing my job in May, which started as a shock to my ego but lead to the realization that I have a once in a lifetime opportunity to focus on a software/business idea. But despite this opportunity, I felt more drawn to continue my progress in French and German for most of the year.
Until this December, when I had a dramatic shift in motivation, feeling my energy for French and German evaporate and get replaced with an extreme drive to get my software idea on the market. Only for that to get replaced with a feeling of desperation, as I watch my finances suffer, the end of my apartment lease a few months away with no idea if renewal is even a feasible option, and my software that I put online receiving zero attention so far.
I've gone through worse times in my life, and I always have the option of moving somewhere really cheap when my lease ends and living like a monk. But already restricting my expenses like this has been a difficult adjustment. I haven't washed my car in months and my laptop screen is broken which would cost me around €80 to fix, plus many other little things like this that just drive me insane.
It might seem completely illogical that I'm still continuing with French and German at this point, but my only explanation is that I have limited control over what I'm motivated to do in a given month, and it wasn't until feeling the hurt of my savings depleting that I felt my motivation shift more towards financial goals.
Anyway, all of that is just to provide the context of my mental state now, and how I'll be starting 2025.
Regarding my November-December goals, I did manage to finish the series in French as I mentioned in my previous post, but I only managed 10 episodes of 14 Minuten which was mostly in November. Ran out of steam in December.
My anki usage varied throughout the year. During the first few weeks I was using it a lot, since I had both my French audio cards and German basic vocabulary to review. But then I dropped the German deck in favor of other methods, and for the majority of spring and summer I was only using anki for French. Then at some point in the Fall I started making German audio cards too, so the usage went up again.
Also a cool little thing, I've mentioned
Antennapod on this forum before, one of my favorite apps and probably the most used app on my phone. One really cool feature, which I think is new, is at the end of the year it shows you a summary of your year. I listen to a lot of podcasts in English, so I was really surprised to see that Inner French was my most listened to. Especially since I started losing interest in it during the second half of the year. Somehow it still beat the other podcasts I listen to frequently.